Wednesday, July 3, 2013

I don't like it. It's time to change.

Life.

Life is hard sometimes.  Why is it, as we grow older, life just seems to get harder, more complicated, more demanding?  Sometimes it's work-related, sometimes it's family-related, sometimes it's totally self-inflicted.

I am the mother of a wonderful little boy who is loving, cuddly, curious, and growing daily.  I am the wife of a man who is hard working, compassionate, observant, and just plain nice.  

I, however, am too often grumpy, grouchy, annoyed, frustrated, trying to control as much of our lives as I can and yet fighting the impulse to be over-controlling.  

Lately, I find myself reflecting on my day and thinking, "That's not the person I want to be."  I yell, I get annoyed over simple things and don't treat those closest to me very well as a result, and I focus too much on the things that bug me and lose sight of the beauty in my life.  

Now, this isn't an everyday thing, but it happens a lot more often than I would like.

Then came The Orange Rhino.  This woman realized she yelled at her four boys too much, and she decided to make a change and challenged herself to 365 days of not yelling.  Here's what I love:  she's into year two, but it took her a number of re-starts to get there.

So, here's my challenge.  I want to become happier.  I want to learn to let go of the little things, embrace the good in my life, and, silly though it may sound, celebrate the reasons I have to be happy every day. 


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